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Moving
04:39
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I thought I could trust you,
But i see what we had moved past
The accidental break in glass
That clung to my head after you left my bed
And I've still got nothing left to show for the person who I am or who I was
Thought I needed time to heal these wounds but its been way over a year and I'm still blue.
Cant help but to think this is all my fault the wiring of my brain and these four walls.
It's a lonely place in here, hope you're never here my dear
Now I'm ok, feeling like this
Need a steady hand to squeeze on but I couldn't cut it anymore,
Guess I'll just lay in this bed where I fall.
And I'll listen to american football and remember all the times we would always cry to these songs.
But you're not there anyway, still so scared of my mistress
i'm still so scared of you
A year ago I lived in london you moved north I moved south it was never any less than that.
Even though i know its understood I just wanted to be better than I ever thought I could have been.
But you where there to drag me down,
moving away kept thoughts around.
I'll stick right here and stay around, drink beers in fear of skipping town.
We're all so concerned about you, thats what you said it's not what you meant could have been happy already
But you moved away and I ran, fear grabbed my brain and now I'm sad I let go of the last chance that I had.
I should have stayed in london.
Can't find comfort in this for any longer
broke my head you fucking bitch I'm ten times stronger,
You made me broke you made beg and now I'm long gone,
And with pad and this pen swear its the last song
My forearms go purple in the cold
My legs will tire when i'm old
Threw away all of the medication
Just made me sick like you did
Fuck!
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2. |
Song one
03:23
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Validation I need affliction your fist in my face made me miss them
I told no one about what you did cos I don't think they'd listen
Thought about the awful things I did and how I'm never gunna replace this
I'm not ok with self inflicting, self inflicted, self infliction
Just bring me down
You know I love it when you push me around
Makes me feel like i'm home again and like i've still got no friends
I just don't need your bed
Breaking down once again I failed my family i fucked my friends.
And I'm a useless destructive romantic type.
Just need that sweet feeling of your fist in my face making me feel safe.
And I know that this is what you planned whilst I was away.
Just bring me down
You know I love it when you push me around
Makes me feel like i'm home again and like i've still got no friends
I just don't need your bed
Thought I had this all figured out but i was wrong dead wrong.
Mum please come and get me now she's coming she's coming here.
I was scared and i was sorry had no idea that you'd want me when i tried to be a better man than I was back then.
And I had no idea that i wouldn't get a second chance you broke my heart I broke your trust and now there is nothing left of us.
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3. |
Imagine
02:33
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You're all running your mouth but religion isn't homebound, racism isn't ignorance.
If its so hard to look past the colour of your skin then by your logic I shouldn't be here either.
You invited us in then spat us out sit back and watch history repeat.
the things that we have that we can't live without are the same reason they had to flee.
You're a racist don't explain it I know exactly what this is, smash your face in so that you stay in this is headrush justice (LEL)
And I imagined a world in my head where everyone was loved everyone was fed,
I imagined a world where anyone could lay next to any single person any single space,
That's to hard for you to accept you look so stupid now fifty years spent,
When you told us races couldn't mix well I'm still stood here and I still exist.
So fuck your macho bullshit and your homophobic views I am done with you we are done with you.
Resort to violence more than once to prove you're not welcome here any more
Fucked me up this time for good new it was time I should,
Take matters into my own hands become the criminal I am,
I'm an aggressive violent prick but I'm a fragile little shit,
Need this space to contemplate the thoughts I have from day to day.
I'm not okay
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4. |
Face in the dirt
01:21
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And I'm sorry but I can't trust me again I took my arm and bent it over like it's made to be bent I've been sat in my bed just smoke and drinking I guess you could say I'm dead.
I'm still breathing because I'm just so scared of death, the big sleep won't come and get the best of me yet, I'm still waiting for you to repeat something you said about me deserving this with my face in the dirt,
Come put your foot on my face in the dirt.
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5. |
Your security
04:33
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It's coming down to this again no family no fucking friends,
I always try to re-enact all the things I didn't have,
So i'll cut my losses and hope for the best,
Know that peace of mind for me is me at my best.
Help me again there's nothing left for me to be
I need your faith I need your face I need your security,
My brain stopped working properly there's nothing left here for me,
And I can barely sleep can barely.
Lets hope burnham avenue never has to see my face again,
You and all your shitty friends couldn't care less.
No one cares about you anymore.
No one cares about us anymore.
Help me again there's nothing left for me to be
I need your faith I need your face I need your security,
My brain stopped working properly there's nothing left here for me,
And I can barely sleep can barely.
And it's hard for me to take this when you're always wasted so young and naive at only seventeen.
and I'm sat here waiting in fear of being replaced with someone so much better than me.
So I'll lay in the corner of my room, curl up into a ball think about you.
And this tomb you put me in I'll climb out of real soon climb out of real soon.
Just needed someone to replace the security I lost when my mum left.
But you weren't just anyone you targeted me just to break all my confidence.
That I built up from loving you.
Just needed someone to replace the security I lost when my mum left.
But you weren't just anyone you targeted me just to break all my confidence.
Hating everyone was easy back then my mum left me for another man,
when I walked in on you sleeping with him told my self i'd never trust another person again
Help me again there's nothing left for me to be
I need your faith I need your face I need your security,
My brain stopped working properly there's nothing left here for me,
And I can barely sleep can barely.
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headrush Southampton, UK
Southampton Pop-Punk, we like house shows and have no idea what we're doing
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